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Hello, hello everyone!
I cannot believe summer is already at a close. It went by wayyyy too fast for my liking. It was a very busy and fun and EXCITING summer, which is probably why it went by too quickly.
Anyways, since school will be starting up soon, I figured now would be as good a time as any to start figuring out exactly what kind of chaos I'll be causing around here.
Also I figured I should probably explain where the new name for my blog came from... I've had several of my family members ask about it.
Well, whenever I talk to my amazing writing partner, Hannah, about my characters' current shenanigans for the day, I usually end (or start) with saying "chaos." Lots and lots of chaos. So I figured if I was going to go a bit more in depth about my stories here, there will probably be even more chaos, so I might as well say it up front.
And cinnamon rolls... mmmm... actually, that part of the name came from the meme "looks like a cinnamon roll, will actually kill you." If you don't know which one I'm talking about, here's a Clone Wars version:
Alright, hello there! (if anyone finishes the quote, i will be very happy)
As you can most likely see, my blog has undergone some big changes, such as the name changing... and it looks different...
Well, that's because I have changed it! I've decided I want to move my blogging life away from basically focusing on my Star Wars fanfictions with a side of other stories to really focusing on my other stories with a side of chaos and craziness of life.
Because of that, I have done some renovations for the site, and I'm hoping to start some more serious blogging this fall! I will be continuing my hiatus for the next month and a half of summer, and when school starts, so does the chaos! I'm not certain which day I'll be posting, but I'm considering Fridays!
Farewell fellow fishsticks!!!!
*peeks in to make sure I'm not going to be murdered*
AhEm.
Greetings, everyone! I'd like to say I've been kidnapped for the past couple months, and that's why I left y'all on that cliffhanger and haven't said ANYTHING at all, but it's nothing that glamorous.
I've been suffering from a terrible sickness called Writer's Block.
Some of you might know what I'm talking about. Yeah. I have written several stories on varying levels of "I hate it" to "this is just trash" to "ugh, that just doesn't WORK!"
Ok, I do have an achievement to share...
I finished my co-written book with my good buddy Hannah... last month? January? I really don't remember when... But I have finished it!
Other than that, tho, WHICH I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FYI, I have hated literally everything I've written.
So I made the decision that I'm taking a blogging hiatus. I know, I've basically been on hiatus already, but I wanted to let y'all know what's what. I might pop in now and then to post an update about my WIP, because I do have some *hopefully* exciting news about that one.
It's currently called We are More than Conquerors, and it's part of the legendary Martyrs Saga, although none of the characters are the same. I'm not gonna share much about it other than that, because I really need this one to work.
Because...
*deep breath*
After I finish it (hopefully end of June) and get some juicy edits in, I am going to start the self or indie publishing process.
Hopefully.
I am scared of all of this --although I think terrified is a better term-- but I really have wanted to do this for a while, so I'm also super excited. So if I don't say anything for a VERY long time, know it is for a good reason.
Anyways, that's all for right now. Bye!!!
Kalleb Chyr-Ja bounded though the blustery air toward an open glade. Somewhere behind him, Perpetua was probably yelling at him to slow down, but he didn't care.
He needed this moment alone to run free.
After a minute, he was out of the creaking trees and in the open spot he had hoped to reach. There was a thin layer of ice in some patches in the grass, but after only seeing mud and dead sticks everywhere for sixteen years, he didn't mind the little dusting of frost. Actually, the world had been dead for closer to six hundred years, hadn't it?
Kalleb flopped down on the grass, closed his eyes, and released a loud, contented sigh. It was nice to catch a break from saving the world. Maybe he could catch a nap while waiting for Perpetua to catch up. That sounded nice. She had the food, after all.
Just as he started to drift off, though, a stray thought from an unfamiliar mind scrapped across his conscience. He jerked up, instantly reaching for the knife Perpetua had recently started to insist he wear.
"Calm down, feisty pants, I'm not gonna hurt you." A short girl with long blond hair and a flowing purple dress stepped out from behind a tree. "If I was, I wouldn't have alerted you to my presence."
Kalleb frowned as he tried to place her accent. It wasn't anything he'd ever heard before, but it was familiar in a sense to. "You know about my telepathy?" He was bad at keeping secrets, but she already seemed to know.
"I also know that you can shape-shift but can't right now because of your injured arm, so you rely mostly on turning invisible, but you've never let Pet Ar-Kan know."
Kalleb blinked twice and lowered his hand from his knife. "How do you know so much about me?"
"I was told all that," she responded, still leaning casually against the tree, "by your author."
"My... what?" Kalleb didn't think he'd ever been more confused than he was now. Was Perpetua secretly writing stuff? She wasn't really his... yet.
"Your author." The girl pushed away from her tree and stepped closer to him. "The Castle Lands are in danger, you are needed to help immediately."
Kalleb had never heard the term 'Castle Lands' before, but he somehow understood what he had to do. "How do we get there?"
There was a strange urging to get to these Castle Lands, as if he always knew what they were and now was dying to get back.
The girl nodded, as if she understood his thought process. "I'll take you through. To be honest, you've been the fastest to accept so far. The girl tried to shoot me and one of the boys set my hair on fire." She shifted her braid so Kalleb could see the scorched ends. "The third one just didn't believe me."
"I've been told I'm very trusting." Kalleb glanced back over his shoulder. He could see Perpetua in the distance, but something told him this was much more important than a picnic. Then he walked over to the girl. "Alright, let's go."
The girl nodded and thrust her hand into a circular motion, creating a whirlpool of light floating in the air.
Kalleb felt his mouth drop open. "Well... that's quite the ability."
The girl laughed and pointed him toward the portal. "After you."
He hesitated one second, then stepped into the swirling light and felt himself get swept away from the small glade.
Merry Christmas, y'all!!!!!!!
As it is a special holiday that is well known for giving out presents, I thought it could be fun if I give all of you loverly readers a little something as well.
I think I've mentioned my novella The Last Phoenix? If not, I have now. I have a very short, about ten chapter long novella titled The Last Phoenix. I wrote it over Easter Break this year, and have not had a chance to edit it. So it is a very rough draft, and when you read it, please bear in mind it was written in five days.
Yes, your Christmas gift from me is the first draft version of The Last Phoenix. See? I'm a nice person.
Anyways, a little concept art to make y'all happy:
Now that we've gotten those out of the way, here's how this is gonna work. I have created a Google Form, and if you would like a TOTALLY free online copy of The Last Phoenix, you may simply send in your email and what format will be easiest for you to read, and I'll send you the story.
NOTE: this is not signing up to be a beta-reader or anything like that. I simply wish to share my story with y'all. If you have any critics about something that makes the story TERRIBLE, then you may definitely tell me, but I'm not looking for any edits. Thanks!
Here's the Form
Enjoy, y'all.
Merry Christmas again!!!!!
Wow, it's been quite a year, hasn't it? Just me? Hopefully not.
Anyways, I decided I'd pop in and show a few little clues into what I've been doing this past year. This will include books I've written and read, new movies, music I've listened to, artwork, and a little bit of looking into the future.
If there are no questions, let's dive right on in.
WRITING
Wow, I only just realized how much writing I've gotten done this year. I have fully finished FOUR whole novels/novellas. To be fair, one of them was mostly written last year, but I completed the first draft this spring. And one was a collab with a friend, but I think it still counts? Anyways, here's a brief blurb and word count for each finished story.
To Die is Gain
Wilson Tomas is doubting himself and the good he can actually do in the world. He's a Christian with lying as his number one hobby. Smuggling is the only thing he can think of to make himself feel like he matters, but bringing a few illegal books around seems so lame compared to the risk he's taking. But when a suspicious soldier grounds him with the people he was smuggling to, maybe he can find the answers he desperately needs. But the last he expected was... Ariel.
Ariel Johnson needs her brother back. And she will get him, no matter the cost. But when her dangerous and reckless plan backfires, she is forced to become something she is not. There is nothing about her that screams betrayer. But if it saves Israel, she'll do it. Until she meets the Underground church and meets the Savior. Her brother's fate lies solely in her hands, but how can she save him by betraying her new family?
As these two teens struggle through their new lives and issues, they try to understand what it truly means to live for Christ... and to die for him.
So I've talked a bit about the Martyr's Saga, and I'm probably going to continue to, because this is just my favorite series I've ever written. This next book is the third book in the series titled the Heroes Saga i dont like calling my series "something+saga" that's crazy and it's VERY different than To Die is Gain. It's much lighter and more written for fun, and the series was started much earlier in my writing career. This is also the collab I wrote with my friend.
Heroes of the City
It has been at least three years since the heroes were in civilization. Since then, they have all developed their powers to something... well, powerful. And, in some cases, dangerous. All of them have been castaways in some way, shape, or fashion, but now that they're together, it's time to face the past.
Juli just wants to be normal, but with Rian's power becoming more and more random and dangerous, there's no way life can go back to the simple middle school days it had been. Ellysa is still struggling to understand how to cope with her family's death, and becoming the leader of this chaotic bunch is not the ticket. But she somehow forgets that she isn't the only one who lost family. Michael is still trying to navigate the unknowns of who he is now as maybe things with Emma are getting...complicated. The Grant sisters want to go home, but with the unknown kidnappers on the loose, it just isn't safe.
As the gang struggles, rumors of the bandits's return start circulating. And when one of them goes missing, maybe it's time to accept outside help.
Like I said, it's a pretty simple and less mature story than some, but I still ADORE it with my whole heart and soul. It's just so FUN to write. Next up is one that is also pretty simple and probably more enjoyed by a younger audience, but I still love the characters.
The Last Phoenix
Perpetua Ar-Kan has only one mission: restore the nearly extinct race of phoenixes. She is ready. After all, she's been practicing for this moment for years. Bring back the phoenixes and heal the dying world she lives in. The only thing she's not ready for is-- Kalleb Chyr-Ja.
A hooligan with crazy magic powers on her quest? No way. He just isn't someone she's willing to trust. But when the duo is attacked before the quest even starts, they are forced to put aside their differences and team up. Their journey is fraught with danger, fear, mistrust, and a menace as old as the phoenixes themselves, but Perpetua and Kalleb will stop at nothing to finish their quest.
After all, who can refuse the dying command of the last phoenix?
Hope it sounds interesting, because there's gonna be something more about it later ;} ;} Anyways, this last one is probably known by at least some of you regulars.
Take Up your Cross
Sienna desperately wants to prove herself as a smuggler but can't seem to stop getting caught. With the famous Wilson Tomas gone, this is her time to shine. But Wilson returns, defeated and heart-broken, with two new companions. And when the foursome gets sent on a mission to the missing Christians in a recently destroyed town, Sienna might finally have her chance to prove herself.
Keith just wants life to go back to normal. He wants to know that his parents are safe at home, not part of the many missing citizens of their city. But with that fateful raid, he has to protect his twin sister- but can he, when he doubts himself? When he doubts his faith?
When an unexpected and shockingly calculating villain reveals herself, Sienna, Keith, and their companions are forced to trust each other to survive. But with two of their company doubting themselves, can they find their way to safety... and rescue their captured friend?
So, that was the majority of my writing this year. I've started several stories that haven't been finished, some of them I just wasn't feeling and others are still in progress, but these are the ones I've finished! Tell me which one sounds the most intriguing to you, and I'll go more in depth on it next.
Reading
Okay, well, I am ashamed to say I have not done much reading at all this year... Way too much writing, I guess? But I have read some, so here are my favorites from this year:
Keeper of the Lost Cities by Shannon Messenger
Search for the Astral Dragon by Bryan Davis
Heroes of Olympus by Rick Riordan
Um okay. I... am very mixed about this series. I've always been very alert about the Percy Jackson books, mainly because, well, Greek gods and demi-gods and stuffs. But... this one was different, because there were some things that weren't Greek/Roman mythology. I really didn't like how one of the side characters got a slightly LGBT arc. A lot of people say I'm over reacting about it, considering it's a modern, non-Christian book and it's only one character, but it's something that's all over everything, why would I want to seek it out farther? Also, the last book was VERY anticlimactic in my opinion, so... I don't really know what to say about it. The first two books were fine, but after that... nope. Not really. So I'll just say I don't like this series
Tales of Goldstone Wood by Anne Elisabeth Stengl
Yes, I have this series before. No, I didn't just get one of the books. Yes, I did a whole series re-read. Yes, I still love them. I STILL ADORE THEM OH MY FREAKIN' WORD THEY ARE INCREDIBLE.
Anyways. I think I'll stop myself right there and move out of reading into the next section.
Movies
Ooh, what have I watched that's new this year... hm... wow, this was the year of lots of grown-up-ish movies.
Interstellar
I had forgotten that it was only this year I watched this movie. At least I think it was this year.... Well, it was this year I started listening to the soundtrack so we'll count that.Anna and the King
I am Not Ashamed
1917
TBH, this was one of the first WWI movies I have ever seen. I don't actually know
much about this time period... Anyways, the movie was interesting. I wasn't a fan of
the amount of language in it, but the style was pretty cool.
Godzilla 2014
actually my first monster movie I've seen.
Kenobi
Music
Well, this was quite the music year for me... I heard lots of new songs and artists this year. This was probably my biggest Spotify wrapped year, at least so far. I guarantee some of the next years will have many more minutes listened to.
Yes, there was a lot of instrumentals. That's what I listen to while I do school and writing and stuff. Here are a couple of other favorite playlists:Also, I got the chance to go to TWO concerts this year: For King and Country in April and Andrew Peterson last week.
I sadly do not have any photos from the For King and Country concert, but I do have plenty from Andrew Peterson's Behold the Lamb of God show.