I don't know what to call this anymore

 


Today in Kal's Not Necessarily Necessary Opinions, I wish to talk about... Percy Jackson. (apparently this has become my "unpopular opinions" section?) This might get long, y'all, I've got a lot of thoughts.

So I first got into Percy Jackson a few years ago after The Silmaril Awards. I think Annabeth Chase had been nominated for Most Epic Heroine, and I was like, "wait so there actually is someone who has my name/spelling?" (for those who didn't know, my non-pseudonym is Annabeth) I've had people in the past ask me, "Are you named after that girl from Percy Jackson?" No, I'm not. 

Anyways, naming choices aside, I saw that, and I thought, "Huh, okay, let's at least see what we think of this. I've heard it's the modern Harry Potter in the USA, or something?" Aaaaand I read The Lightning Thief.

It was... okay. That was basically my reaction the whole series until the fourth one, which I loved, and then it was just, meh. Interesting. A fun read, but below my usual interests and not really my style. 

Then I heard about some of his other series, like the Heroes of Olympus, and the Trials of Apollo, and one other I don't remember which right now. So I decided to check them out. 

Aaaaand that's where I think it started going a bit downhill?

(SPOILERS AHEAD MOST LIKELY) My biggest issue with Heroes of Olympus for a while was that Rick Riordan made it all too complicated too quickly. He wanted it to be, like, one quest with seven demi-gods. Okay, cool, dewit. No problems there, I do that all the time, just usually zjacknarsions or something instead of halfbloods. But the thing was he introduced all seven and their problems in the very first book (first two, I suppose...) and then resolved it all immediately. 

Jason's and Percy's issue at first was that neither had enough memories of who they were, but they were strange enough that everyone knew they were special. HEH. Middle/near end of the book(s) that got resolved. That one was probably the least problematic, in my opinion, because it could have gotten annoying to go on a quest with two dangerous amnesiacs having no idea what they were doing (oh wait, that happens anyways, just without the amnesia....)

I haven't read The Lost Hero in a while, so I don't remember Piper's and Leo's problems as much, but I think it was basically they were trying to figure out their powers and who they wanted to be? I really don't know, that book didn't stick AT ALL. Because whatever their problems were, they didn't worry about it the entire rest of the time. (actually, I think Piper's was she was worried about her dad being held hostage and whether or not she and Jason were actually a Thing...)

Hazel and Frank, the only ones I truly loved. But...but that was because they were great in the later books? I think Hazel's issue was that she was still living in her past, and Frank's was that he was trying to figure out how to be an interesting demi-god. ONCE AGAIN. Resolved in the middle of Son of Neptune.

And so, the entire rest of the series was either reviving these already resolved issues, or creating new ones that I just... didn't find compelling. 

But all that aside, what really threw me off was in the middle of House of Hades. DEFINITE SPOILERS HERE, NOT THAT I CARE. To cut to the chase, Nico di Angelo reveals that he's had a cruch on Percy for the past like four years, not Annabeth, like everyone (readers and characters) thought, and like how Riordan presented it in Battle of the Labyrinth. There was NEVER any Nico-Percy. And the fact that Riordan decided to add that, possibly just to be able to market as LGBTabc+ whatever, makes me mad.

Percy Jackson was already wobbling along okay-not okay because of the Greek gods and everything that lets the demi-gods *ahem* happen, I guess, but I could look at it as a fantasy story and let it just be the "meh" factor. When Riordan pulled all that into the mess, it was just... nope. I can't fully figure out how to explain what about this particular instance of LGTB mess made me so upset, since it's everywhere by now, it just, felt like too much.

And yet, because I still had terrible judgement and am way to quick to give authors second chances, I decided to read the Trials of Apollo. 

I read the first book, and then quit the whole series.

Someone who's read, was there actually anyone in there who wasn't in a gay relationship? (rhetorical, i knew there were a few, but like, maybe two.) I don't want to get into all that, but still, same thing as the Nico-Percy, except it just existed normally, and it's not normal. 

Aaaaaand then there's the issue of Nero that fully pushed it over. 

So, like I've said, there's always been an issue with the "greek gods are real!" mindset, but this made that issue a little stronger in my opinion.

If you don't know who Emperor Nero is, he was a Roman emperor who strongly persecuted Christians in the Colosseum. I think he may have been the one who had Paul beheaded, but don't take my word for it. 

Anyways, he showed up again. Because, HA Greek mythology brings people back from the dead. Hades, amiright?

But that's not the point, people come back from the dead everywhere, I'm not gonna scream about it. What did make me really REALLY upset was realizing, "hold up, this is the guy who persecuted Christians because they refused to believe the Greek/Roman gods were real, and they refused to worship the emperor as a god...."

See where I'm going with this?

Just like that, one guy brought back from the dead and elevated to god status, Riordan just flushed every single Christian who died under Nero down the drain. And no. Nope. Nup. Not-- no. Just no. 

Anyways, that made me realize that it wasn't just Trials of Apollo who had that, but all of Percy Jackson would have that same issue of "HEY THE FALSE GODS ARE REAL" and I just didn't want to read that anymore. 

I don't know what about Percy Jackson and the Riordanverse makes me so mad, because I still really enjoy Epic: the musical and it's the same Greek gods and everything, and I'm still planning to read the Iliad/Odyssey, but yeah.

Anyways, I have ranted about this for way too long now, and I've probably burned your eyes off. Sorry not sorry if I just ruined Percy Jackson for you. Thank you for reading today!

Writing Stuffs (And I Call for Aid)


 So we're not looking at a whole lot of writing here today, since I am still figuring out what I'm doing with any of my stories. None of them are currently cooperating, so they're all taking a time out while I scream into a pillow.

So what is this post for?

I have a request to make! And an old story to fangirl (sort of) about.

I literally have no idea how to do this, it is a first time thing for me, but we shall give it a go!

I need a Beta Reader for The Last Phoenix. Um. (Am I supposed to add a form here now, or something...? HELP ME please) Someone tell me how all this works, and I'll figure out a form? email chain? whatever? and get it into a later post.

This one is to make you interested in the story.

I think I've mentioned TLP a fewwwww times, and most people who know me in person have actually read it. I wrote it in 5 days (over Easter Break about three years ago) with a solid 40% written in one day thanks to my incredible older sister Sarah who is not a writer but did like sixty Word Wars so I would just WRITE. 

Some current stats:

  • 54 pages
  • about 14k words
  • fantasy quest
  • probably leaning towards middle grade?
  • series potential, but preferably a stand alone

Now for a little bit more info:

The powerful race of phoenixes has been all but extinct for hundreds of years. Their magic to keep  Myleck and its people alive is dying, and the land with it. Most have given up hope of restoration.
Most, but not all. 
Perpetua Ar-Kan still stubbornly believes that there is a chance to bring back the phoenixes. When she is given a chance to do just that by the last phoenix in Myleck, she is determined to not let anything stand in her way. But when Kalleb Chyr-Ja, the son of a legend, is appointed as her quest partner, a boy who prefers to use charm instead of fighting, she begins to find herself on a very different road.
Opposed at every turn by a unicorn, a mysterious and ancient magician, and the very world itself, Perpetua must decide if she's willing to trust the charming Kalleb or if she can stake the fate of Myleck on her shoulders alone.

So that's the blurb. Here's a little on the characters: 

Perpetua Ar-Kan


Perpetua is a generally rather distrusting, preferring to rely on her bow and knife rather than getting help. She prefer to works alone, because then she can focus on her own abilities rather than worry about what everyone else is doing. She is pretty tough and snarky (like most of my characters) but also very caring and good at being worried. She is sixteen years old.



(think Raya from Raya and the Last Dragon, Astrid from How to Train your Dragon, Jyn Erso from Rogue One, Halt from Ranger's Apprentice)



Kalleb Chyr-Ja


  Kalleb is very charismatic and chivalrous, and although he acts like he has no idea what is happening with the weapons and everything, there is more to him than meets the eye. Unlike Perpetua, he is very trusting, and thinks that all problems should be solved with talking things through and making friends instead of shooting their way out. He is extremely loyal, brave, and caring. He is also sixteen.


(think Sisu from Raya and the Last Dragon, Hiccup from How to Train your Dragon, Will from Ranger's Apprentice, Ezra Bridger from Star Wars: Rebels)






yes the art work was done by me probably like two years ago i havent drawn anything new for them yet i need to its pretty bad imo


And now for a few of my little snippets, and that's all for this:

I glared up at him. “I don’t even know you, and the only reason I might trust you is because you claim to be a Chyr-Ja. Do you even have any proof?”

Kalleb leaned against the nest to consider. “I have their good looks, does that count?”

“No.”

~~~~~~~

“Alright Mr. Homing-Pigeon. What’s the scoop? Did my mom recite a super dark prophecy or not?”

“What did you call me?” Kalleb stopped and spun to face me, eyebrows raised high enough to touch his scalp. 

“You said you have an internal compass. You are officially the homing-pigeon of the team.”

“Great, I love being a bird,” he said sarcastically. Then he paused to consider that statement. “I actually do. Like being a bird, you know?”

~~~~~~~~~~~~

I will give you one last chance, Perpetua Ar-Kan. Come back down the mountain, and I will spare you.

I stared upward. Only about two yards above me gaped the opening to the geyser. “Give me about twenty more minutes, and I will.”

Prepare to die.

“Oh, I’ve been ready.” I heaved myself up another foot. “Are you?”


So there you have it! I'll be dropping a little more about wanting Beta Readers soon, but if y'all have any suggestions for how to do that, let me know pleeeeeease!

Thank you good bye.


February Doings

 


Well, hello there one and all. You have returned. As have I.

In to it we go...


HIKING

So I've gone hiking 3-ish? times this month, but I didn't get a whole lot of pics on either, and one was probably less than half a mile, so...

Where? Crowder Mountain State Park 
How long? About six or so miles
Pictures?








Where? New River Gorge National Park
How long? STAIRS
Pictures? 





PICTURES

February was a slightly insane month for me, but once more I am surprised at how few pictures I took...

Anyways, here's what I've got.


Heading to PA to visit another college!













WV, please send some our way.... -->

 puppo is adorzaboo when he eats his ice cweam
La Galette de Rois (king cake) pour Mardi Gras 


MUSIC


READING

Scarlet - Stephen A. Lawhead *4.5 stars*

The Hunters - John Flanagan *4 stars*

Bridge to Terebithia - Katherin Paterson *5 stars*

Duel at Araluen - John Flanagan *3.5 stars*

The Kill Order - James Dashner *4 stars*

The Fever Code - James Dashner *5 stars*

Slaves of Socorro - John Flanagan *3.5 stars*

Poe Dameron: Free Fall - Alex Segura *4 stars*

Scorpion Mountain - John Flanagan *3.5 stars*

The Rising Storm - Cavan Scott *4.5 stars*

Convergence - Zoraida Cordova *4 stars*

The Ghostfaces - John Flanagan *5 stars*

Cataclysm - Lydia Kang *5 stars*


C'est tout! That is all I have for y'all today! I hope you enjoyed this delving into my month. If you want any more juicy secrets about the goings on of moi, let me know, and I'll do my best to be informative. :D

Random Ramblings # whatever it is now



I don't even know what to ramble about right now... I could continue my rants about Star Wars, but I don't want to scare everyone away when I get into fire mode about how Episode 8 could have been so much better...

(If y'all ever think of something you want me to rant about, pop it in the comments and I will do so next Random Ramblings post.)

Maybe I can just ramble about being tired?

...

Maybe I'll talk about my opinions regarding the Bad Batch since Season 3 is coming out in the next few weeks... Yeah, that sounds good. I did a whole spiel about Rebels when Ahsoka was coming out, let's do a spiel about Bad Batch before Bad Batch comes out also we're not going to talk about how i typoed "batch" as "bath" thankfully i noticed before posting this.


THERE WILL BE SPOILERS AHEAD FOR BAD BATCH, CLONE WARS, AND PROBABLY ALL THE OTHER SHOWS. BE WARNED.

Okay, so I've heard several people get upset about BB seasons 1 and 2 because they've said it's basically just continuing Clone Wars and making as many cameos for the characters from their other shows. I have no problems with either of those things. (I guess I'm gonna make this post all about the cameos....)

In Rebels, plenty of people wonder how Hera's side of the rebellion started out, why she had such a rocky relationship with her father, etcetera. I enjoyed her arc, even if it really was just there for the Rebels fans. No one else knew little green twi'lek who dreamed of flying, and even less cared about the maniacal orange bucket that followed her everywhere. Most people who haven't seen Rebels probably don't care. HOWEVER I liked that it gave a little background on Hera's childhood and showed her parents a little more. It might be that, as a Rebels fan, I am a bit biased, but that's my humble opinion.

Plenty of people wonder how Kanan survived Order 66 (unless they read the comics/legends, although how it happened there is entirely different than the new canon). Same as Hera, there could be plenty of people who don't care about this little child with a rat tail hanging from his head and his stoic master. Many don't even know that Caleb Dume is Kanan Jarrus (sorry if I just radicalized everything you know. it's not like it's a big spoiler?). I feel like if you look at it as just BB without thinking about Rebels as well, it's just showing another side of Order 66. Most of what you see in the other movies/shows is all these great Knights and Masters and Younglings getting cut down. Well, here's a different side. There were some Jedi who survived, and not all of them were perfect heroes. Some just turned and ran. It happens. So, even without thinking about the fact that young Caleb = Kanan, I liked that opening to the series, because it just really showed more of Order 66 that isn't emphasized. 

An odd thing that confuses people that know I don't like the Mandalorian is that I actually didn't mind that Fennec Shand was brought into the thick of things. In such a large galaxy, it makes sense that there're bounty hunters we haven't met before, but it is so satisfying for those who've seen the whole extended everything to say, "hey, there's that bounty hunter who went after the Bad Batch! She's back! She's awesome! She's taking on Mando!" Especially since Shand seems to become a good guy? (i haven't seen Book of Boba Fett, by the way, so if i'm totally off on who she is, please don't get mad) The thing I think Mando did the worst was showing exactly how the seeming "baddies" suddenly decided to turn good (and don't say it's because smol cute child because it doesn't work like that), so I appreciate that there's a few moments in BB where we get to see that Fennec Shand actually has at least a sliver of a heart.

Next cameo up is GREGOR the clone. Oh boy, Gregor is... something else. He first appeared in CW with amnesia, having so idea he was even a soldier. That arc ended with him blowing himself and a platoon of battle droids into smithereens. AND THEN SOMEHOW HE SURVIVED FOR REBELS??? I heard Gregor was returning, and I thought, "yay, finally an explanation." Nup. No explantion other than "I once blew myself up and was fine. I can get shot through the LITERAL HEART and be fine too. ehHehHehehhh." Gregor's cameo was the one and only that makes me mad, since that arc felt like it was only a setup to get Hunter captured and they threw him in there to make CW/Rebels fans happy, and it didn't really work... SERIOUSLY FILONI HOW DID HE SURVIVE.

Anyways, next up is Rex. His episodes were really good. I like that it's hinted at a couple times beforehand, and I like that it isn't just there for fan happiness. The Batchers still had their chips, and someone needed to remind them of that. I'm not going to say much more about him, because I thought it worked well.

THE MARTEZ SISTERS. Okay, answer me honestly, does anyone ACTUALLY like Trace and Rafa? There was NO NEED for them to be there. They are IDIOTS and WHY did they have to EXIST again??? Like, literally. They are idiots. There were HUNDREDS of other people who the Batchers could have run into that could connected the Batchers to Rex. It did not have to be the Idiots². I literally don't have anything good to say about them. Omega loves them but Omega loves everyone. That whole episode... it was not needed. Please. WHY.

Cut Lawquane. To be honest, I did not know that the episode in CW where Cut first shows up even existed until after watching his epsiode in BB. I watched it afterwards. Cut is EPIC. HIS WIFE IS EPIC. HIS CHILDREN ARE OMEGA'S BESTIES. Yes. #giveOmegaOtherChildFriends

GUNGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. In BB s2, we see Gungi the Wookie. Once more, that episode itself was a little... meh, but the fact that GUNGI SURVIVED makes it worth it. Anyone who watched the Gathering arc in CW knows the adorable baby Wookie Gungi. And when you realize that, um, they were still children at the end of the war and, um, there was something called Order 66 that killed all the Jedi, and not just the men but the women and the CHILDREN too. BUT GUNGI SURVIVED AND HE'S STILL JEDIing AROUND. That in and of itself made my heart happy. (also Omega, yes keep meditating, become a Jedi my child)

And for the last one I can think of, Cad Bane. Cad Bane's been popping up all over the place. A lot of people are like, but he was bested so easily by a smol child. Well, Omega's probably 12-14 and she's living with soldiers... think about Ahsoka, also 12-14 in season 2 of CW, who also beat Bane. Bane is cocky because he's up there with the top dogs, so he doesn't worry too much about the little girls. I actually appreciated that he was here, because he's a bounty hunter. He's gonna go after bounties. And he likes competing/proving he's the best. He kinda faaaades out of the picture after the Box arc in the CW, and yes he goes back to jail, but is that stopping him? Absolutely not. He's getting out of there in minutes. And yeah, he doesn't learn his lesson. He's gonna go kidnap more smol children. So while it wasn't the greatest use of Bane, I don't hate his cameo.


Okay, so that actually turned out pretty long, thanks for bearing with me, sorry if I spoiled everything for you. LET ME KNOW if I forgot anyone that you want me to rant about anymore, or if there's anything else you want to hear my opinion on. 

Thanks bye.

Writing Stuffs

 


Alright well, it's time for me to share what writing I have done so far this year.

Aaaaand there's already not a lot. 

I needed a break from To Die is Gain, so I'm working on the novella that comes directly after it, More than Conquerors. MtC was originally a short story I wrote several summers ago for a contest, and I decided it needed to be eXpAnDeD. I was planning on sharing that short story here, but I reread it and woooo boy that's not happening.

So I've written the first two chapters for that...

And I've done some work on a screenplay for one of my Star Wars stories. 

I wanted to share a section of my writing here, but I don't think I have enough of MtC to properly showcase that one, so I'm going to try a segment of my screenplay? This will be interesting, but hopefully still enjoyable.


INT. MIDNITE ONE COCKPIT - CONTINUOUS

ZARA GHINWET, a half-tholotian, leans her head against the headrest of her seat, eyes shut. One side of her face is streaked with dirt and the other has a long, open gash running down her cheek from her right eye. The old scar across that same eye stands out white on her dark skin. She is illuminated by a dark red glow. Her helmet rests on her lap, and her hands are in tight fists that sit on the dome of her helmet.

CELWIK (V.O.)

Where are they?

Zara's forehead scrunches and her eyes screw closed tighter.

CELWIK (V.O.) (CONT'D)

Where is your little base?

Zara whimpers.

CELWIK (V.O.) (CONT'D)

You know it's futile to resist me. Just give up, padawan. You are nothing.

Zara's eyes fly open. A scream followed by laughter echoes around the small cockpit. Zara stares wide-eyed out at the swirling lights of hyperspace.

ZARA

It's not real.

She buries her face in her hands, shoulders shaking.

ZARA (CONT'D)

(sobbing)

It's not real. 


Okay, so obviously the formatting's a little weird. For anyone who has never read a screenplay before, the bold names indicate that that person is speaking. V.O. means voice over, CONT'D means continued. The italicized words are the action/description. Hope you enjoyed the crash course in screenwriting!

And yes, it's a bit darker of a scene... no feelings were harmed in the making of this blog post. some were harmed in the actual screenplay but we don't speak of that here


Anyways, all in all it was a very light writing month, but I'm hoping to pick up the pace a bit more. I'll keep y'all updated on MtC, and hopefully next month I'll have a little more to share. That's all for today!

January Doings

 



Okay, so I have really gotten off schedule... but we're gonna fix that! I will keep posting.

PROMISE.

ANYWAYS JANUARY IS DONE HOW DID THAT HAPPEN I CAN NO LONGER SAY LAST MONTH WAS LAST YEAR NOW IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME YEAR AHHHHHH

Anyways again, we're calming down to jump into my life in JANUARY.


HIKING

If this post was a day later, I'd have a hiking trip to show case... As it is, I did no hiking in January...

PICTURES

Wow I didn't take many photos this month... YIKES. Anyways, here's what I got:





First time literally BABYsitting






 placing second at a chess tournament!!


winter jam with the youth group!


Like I said, not a whole lot of pictures. SCHOOL and GUITAR and VIDEO EDITING have kept me bUsY.

Oh, speaking of video editing... it's less actual editing and more I attempted to animate a little film thingie with Google Slides... BUT FOR ANYONE WHO KNOWS WHAT EPIC THE MUSICAL IS, ENJOY. (also those who don't know it, also enjoy...)

the horse and the infant by jorge rivera-herrans

MUSIC

Okay, so not much new stuff music-wise. I'm still loving The Arcadian Wild, still becoming a bit of a Hamilton junkie, becoming oBsEsSeD with Epic the Musical, found out about Seventh Day Slumber at WinterJam and potentially found another loved band??? 

On Spotify's webpage, you can see your top artists/listened-to songs for that month, and you can watch them change and stuff like that and it's fun. Here's my little "monthly wrapped"

(i did say I'm a bit of a Epic junkie...)

READING

Oooooh okay here we go... actually, I'm gonna also drop what I read in Dec. bc I didn't record that and I want you to see the glorious amount of RA books I've read...

Dec. reads:

The Siege of Macindaw - John Flanagan *3.5 stars*

Erak's Ransom - John Flanagan *4 stars*

The Kings of Clonmel - John Flanagan *4 stars*

Halt's Peril - John Flanagan *3.5 stars*

The Emperor of Nihon-Ja - John Flanagan *4 stars*

The Thunderhead - Neal Shusterman *3 stars*

Seaman - Gail Langer Karwoski *4.5 stars*

Macbeth - William Shakespeare *4 stars*

The Lost Stories - John Flanagan *4.5 stars*

Deliver - Tricia Mingerink *4.5 stars*

The Toll - Neal Shusterman *1 star*

The Maze Runner - James Dashner *4.5 stars*

The Tower of Nero - Rick Riordan *1.5 star*

Like a River - Kathy Cannon Wiechman *4 stars*

Palace of Stone - Shannon Hale *3 stars*

A New Beginning - John Flanagan *5 stars*

Light of the Jedi - Charles Soule *5 stars*

Jan. reads:

The Fallen Star - Claudia Gray *4 stars*

The Scorch Trials - James Dashner *4 stars* 

Outcasts - John Flanagan *4.5 stars*

Destroy - Tricia Mingerink *4 stars*

The Death Cure - James Dashner *4 stars*

The Red Fox Clan - John Flanagan *4 stars*

The Tournament at Gorlan - John Flanagan *4 stars*

Son of Sobek - Rick Riordan *3 stars*

Chalice of the Gods - Rick Riordan *3 stars*

Force Collector - Kevin Shinick *5 stars*

The Battle of Hackham Heath - John Flanagan *4 stars*



okaaaaay that was a heckin' lot of books, but there you go! No, I most certainly don't have a favorite author.... or favorite series... nope.

See y'all next week!





(Hopefully) Writing Stuffs

 


Okay, yes, I have gotten rather erratic with posting again, it is not intentional. School break threw my internal calendar off, and now I have no idea what the difference between Wednesday and Thursday is. So we're trying to get back into the usual swing of things, but we shall seeeee how it goes.

Anyways writing stuffs.

Well, not much of an update since the 2023 recap post, except I've decided that everything that I have so far in A Word Unbroken isn't actually where I want the story to go, and is being scrubbed. 

And I'm starting the whole spiel over.

tHiS sHoUlD bE fUn.

Anyways, here's an overview of my hopes for writing for 2024:

Since I currently have a list of at least 15 series/story worlds/ideas, I am not lacking for ideas. Instead, I am lacking brain cells and motivation. If anyone has any to spare, I would be most grateful.

Okay, so what are those ideas?

Well, I have at least three, but probably actually four or five Star Wars related stories. There's a whole lineup of 10 books (most novellas, hopefully) for the Martyrs Saga. There's the new version of AWU, now a standalone and simply being called The Black Crystal. There's the story on the water planet Ganton where a bunch of teenagers are learning to deep sea dive.... I could go on for literal yeeeeeeears.

But I won't.

Because I am realistic (sometimes) and I am aware I will most likely not be writing all 15+ ideas, especially when most of those ideas are for the entire saga of several stories.

InStEaD here's a quick look at what I hope to do writing wise this year (we're ignoring that i already said that once).


- Finish editing Draft 2 of To Die is Gain (Very close to done, only about six chapters left)

- Polish up The Last Phoenix so I can take it to Realm Makers with me

- Get back into writing flash fictions for Havok and hopefully get some more published (for those who didn't know, I've been published on Havok twice as Kal Tomson)

- Finish Heroes of the Six Lands with my buddy Hannah this summer

- Figure out exactly where AWU/The Black Crystal is taking me and WRITE IT (this is like the seventh plot change and I was barely to the half way point)

- Do LOTS of work on the Martyrs Saga and bang out at least the first six books, most likely out of order because 🤓🤓🤓 I'm a genius

- Actually complete a Short Story contest that I sign up for with one of my writing communities

- Understand why I find my pleasure in tormenting these poor figments of my imagination


So that's really what I want to accomplish. I think it looks fairly doable, if not minimal to what I've attempted in the past. Hopefully this time next year I'll be sitting down calmly and telling you also calmly that I have succeeded in these goals and went beyond. it's more likely that i'll be hysterically screaming my head off that it happened but who cares

Anyways, there you have it. I have an actual list of what I want to do with my meager writing skills this (hopefully) fine year. I will continue to have updates about whether or not it is actually happening.

Farewell, my fine fellow fishsticks!

2023 Recap!

 

Alright so I totally forgot that I could use blogger when I'm not on my usual computer, so this post is a good deal later than I intended. I hope I did not entirely destroy your inboxes with notifications from the 12 days of Christmas... but I also hope you enjoyed it!

Anyways, here's my end of the year wrap-up post!

WRITING

So I was looking at my writing list and my first thought was, "have I seriously not finished a single story this year???" aaaaand then I realized... I have!!!

Thanks to my good writing buddy, Hannah, I finished a co-write of Heroes of the Sea, book four in the Heroes Saga, and possibly my favorite so far. We alternated writing chapters, and the final stats clock in at 44051 words, 189 pages, 2 long-lost cousins discovering each other, 5 adorable ships, and what should probably be 3 concussions but were actually 0. So YAY I did finish a book this year!

I did also start 10(?????) stories that have been paused somewhere in the middle. Last spring was the graveyard for awesome story ideas. Before the Heroes, More than Conquerors, Rangers of the West Haven, and Midnite Squadron: Assembling the Team (version 2) were all started, made it to about chapter 4-ish before dying (except Before the Heroes, because Hannah and I actually started it back in 2022, but I wrote like two and a half chapters for it in February so I'm counting it).

Out from the Stellular was my summer project, and it made it to chapter 8 before I decided I didn't like that I really had no idea what the plot was doing. Midnite Squadron: Assembling the Team (version 3) started up... and got about a chapter + prologue before I decided I didn't want to write Star Wars right then. Ganton got about the same before I decided I need to figure out what the story is doing. Heroes of the Six Lands was on fireeeeee until both Hannah and I fell into an almost month long writer's block.

Aaaaand then there's A Word Unbroken. And I could literally punch this story in the mouth until all of its teeth break and fall out. Okay maybe not literally, but you get my meaning. This story will not stay simple! The concept is already so freakishly complicated, can the plot at least not change every other chapter???????? Current stats: 75k words. 238 pages. So many character heartbreaks. 1 death fakeout, 1 death imminent. So many trust issues. TRILOGY POTENTIAL. HAPPINESS. I LOVE THIS STORY.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT DECIDED TO DO RECENTLY??????????

AWU is no longer a trilogy. It is going to be a standalone, most likely going to be called simply The Black Crystal. I decided I could only let Wren, Kel, and Garrin get kidnapped so many times before it got too repetitive. So yeah, I'm screaming a little.

Anwways, I've also written several short stories, none of which I really want to share right now since they're not my usual standard and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm doing with them. I've started several other stories in da brain, along with a complete screenplay, so I is happy-ish.

But I have lingered on writing for wayyyy too long. 

Let's move along!


ART

Art was all over the place this year. I went through drawing phases, cross-stitching, repeat, loop-it yarning, back to the first two, a little bit of painting... ACK. However, I wish to showcase my drawn artwork at this time. My style has changed so much, but I am pretty happy with how it's all turned out!



READING

I read and reread a grand total of 135 books this year. This is one of the first years I have really kept track, so I am proud of myself! 15 of the new reads were five stars. My top 5 five star reads are as follows:

The Flight of Swans by Sarah McGuire

Dragonsinger by Anne McCaffrey

The Ruins of Gorlan by John Flanagan

Hood by Stephen Lawhead

Defy by Tricia Mingerink


So, all in all, a rather chaotic year, but I'd expect nothing less from someone who named their blog "The Place of Chaos" (a.k.a. me). I'm looking at switching up my posting routine, maybe add in some new topics to replace maybe the "Random Ramblings" day, but we'll see! 

Let me know if there's anything you want to hear from me about, whether it's writing stuffs, reading randomness, trope opinions, art tips (not that I have many with my meh art), or whatever!

Thanks for reading! Good bye, y'all, and happy new year about a week late!





Twelve Days of Christmas: #12

 

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


twelve days for dancing,

eleven squalls a-storming,

ten knives a-throwing,

nine eggnog cartons,

eight snowballs flying,

seven strands a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeeeeeee


Here we are at the end. And here we are in Khogea with the A Word Unbroken crew. 

Apparently the whole time I've been collecting gifts, they've been up in the mountains with the dragons partying. Wren, Ferek, Star, and Ryder have been having the time of their lives, and it seems like Andre's starting to warm up to dancing, but it was very enjoyable to watch Kel, Ollyn, and Garrin be dragged onto the dance floor by Wren and made to figure out how to move their legs without kicking people.

I think it's an interesting tradition, since they don't all know how to dance, and they who do know don't especially love dancing, but it was amusing and fun. 

I tried joining in.

Um.

I'm a better dancer in my imagination.




Anyways, here we are at the end! I hope you enjoyed this Twelve Days of Christmas from my stories from the past many days! If any of these stories peaked your interest, please tell me and I will talk more about them! Thanks so much for reading, and I'm sorry I've been filling your inbox with all this crazy the past week and a bit.

bye y'all!

Twelve Days of Christmas: #11

 

On the eleventh day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


eleven squalls a-storming,

ten knives a-throwing,

nine eggnog cartons,

eight snowballs flying,

seven strands a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap tree


And now a sneak peak into the wonderful world of an unnamed story that features Pirates with a Capital P™, a magic cave, retellings of Aladdin, Robin Hood, Six Swans, Thumbalina, and Peter Pan, war, and did I mention Pirates?

Half the characters in this story hate me, so the only ones who I could ask for something where the two Pirate children Evylen and Halifax. Uh, Evvy and Hal.

And apparently all they think of the relates to Christmas traditions is the fact that this is storm season out in the middle of the Ocean, aaand they don't come to port during storms. So Christmas means squalls. No extra food, because it'll just be given to the fish, and no fancy clothes/jewelry/toys because it'll just get ruined in the rain. 

Maybe a new saber aFtEr the squalls have passed, but other then that, nup.

Twelve Days of Christmas: #10

 

On the tenth day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


ten knives a-throwing,

nine eggnog cartons,

eight snowballs flying,

seven lights a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeeeeee


Staying in Niinia, let's jump twenty years into the future to when Kathy and her husband the amazing Ryme no longer age and have a small army of children.

Of course, outlaws living in the forest don't have as much of an unlimited access to eggnog, so they settled for a knife throwing contest to see which child got to climb the choaco tree and get themselves a choaco pod? Um, Kathy??? Isn't that dangerous?

Uh, like Theo's only five?

Oh, he's nine, right that's so much better.

Anyways, the five kids --Aero, Roha, Oskar, Fey, and Theo-- all get two knives and two throws to see which of them hits the target closest to the center. I believe Aero can only use her right hand, which is her non-dominate hand, because knife throwing is kinda her thing... and she has to go last, but she apparently loses pretty regularly to Fey and Theo. Love the sacrificial big sisters. 😭

Twelve Days of Christmas: #9

 

On the ninth day of Christmas, my stories gave to meeeee...


Nine eggnog cartons,

eight snowballs flying,

seven strands a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeeeee


And here we are in the wonderful lands of Niinia with the fantastic Kathy and her family. In family, I mean her sisters and brother. Not her children yet.

THEY SENT ME EGGNOG. 

Oi that made me happy.

Becauuuuuse apparently their tradition is instead of giving gifts, they all exchange mugs for the day, paint each other's mugs, and then sit by the fire drinking eggnog and seeing who's boots are the least muddy.

Very simply, but so sweet. 

I never thought my wild things would do something so cute like that.

Twelve Days of Christmas: #8

 

On the eight day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


eight snowballs flying,

seven lights a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeee


This has got to be a joke.

I uNdErStAnD living in the forest with only your magic powers and Ellysa to keep you company has made y'all a little cookoo, but do you not have any better Christmas traditions than pelt each other with snowballs until you wake up? I'm surprised that even works for Rian...

So for Heroes Saga. I can't say for Michael and the Grant sisters, but for Rian, Juli, and Ellysa, their favorite Christmas tradition is see how many snowballs it takes to wake someone up. 

I'm proud that I managed to last eight balls when they tested it on me, but I am NOT happy about how much snow went down my collar. 

I will never understand how Rian lasted for fourteen. Did he just incinerate them all?

Twelve Days of Christmas: #7

 

On the seventh day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


seven strands a-tangling,

six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeee


AND HERE WE ARE GOING TO THE FUTURRRRRRE.

to visit the Martyrs Saga.

Since this is in America, Christmas would be the same except that it's illegal now? So the whole smuggler/techies/soldiers/cinnamon roll crew is living in the same one hideout during Advent. Do they survive?

Ehh.

Yes.

Obviously.

So they decorate inside. And it is very bright. Wow. Very bright. But very pretty too. And they have a handmade Advent calendar, basically just a series of envelopes with a name of Jesus and a Bible verse declaring his birth inside. 

How did I end up with the lights? Well, when Lara went to pick up the gift, Bryce was literally wrapped head to toe in the lights, and most of them were burnt out. So when Lara helped Tessax and Sienna get him unwrapped, he just handed her the lights and said "Merry Christmas" because what a gentleman.

(Also Martha did send me a whole bundt cake she made along with a pretty poinsettia hand towel, so I'm all set.) 

Twelve Days of Christmas: #6


On the sixth day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


 six skeins of black yarn,

five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeee


Welcome to the cold, evil heart of Gerdin. Home to the Out from the Stellular crew.

Apparently, everyone heard me say, "Send me something that relates to your Christmas traditions so I can talk about you," and figured that meant just send me gifts. 

Or at least that's what Afi heard.

She went through and bought me six gIaNt balls of black yarn so I can crochet or knit myself a sweater. Apparently that's what Gavin gets her every year.

Kendall wanted to get me something that showcase the aCtUaL Gerdish traditions, but in true OftS team communication, Afi got me yarn without telling anyone except Perce who was reading and probably didn't even hear her.

Haydun managed to show me what they were going to send me, which is a six piece nativity, hand carved from alabaster stone. It is so cute, and apparently in Padong, nativities are very big and well respected this time of year. A little something that makes my heart happy in a story where it isn't made happy much.

Also I did not mean to say "apparently" as much as I did...

Twelve Days of Christmas: #5


On the fifth day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


five glowing wreaths...

four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeee


This is the day I was most excited about.

Team 14 from Kraidare. They celebrate what's called "The Festival of Lights," which after watching Tangled I realized is kinda similar, but I don't care because figuring this holiday out made my heart happy, and this story doesn't do that much.

Basically, instead of making lanterns, everyone makes wreaths, usually out of pine boughs, but one of the ones I got is made of maple, so I guess other leaves work too. 

After the wreaths are finished, they're coated in a special oil that will burn, but the plants won't burn.

They hang all the wreaths up, light 'em up, and it's so pretty and glowy.

Sometimes entertainers make their wreaths extra large so they can spin them and do other tricks while burning, and then it looks like some kind of crazy portal opening and spitting sparks everywhere. AND I THINK I HAVE ONE OF THOSE.

Thank you, Fyn and Regga, I was dying to have an entertainer hoooop.

Twelve Days of Christmas: #4

 

On the fourth day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


four dragon eggs,

three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap treeee


Today we welcome to the gift giving the Caidin Chronicles! The CC are a series of short stories that I've written two and a half of, but they are also part of a larger story I've had in my brain ever since I got a dragon Beanie Boo. 

The basic idea of what the story is about?

Dragon riders.

So obviously I could Fangirl about my dragons for dayyyyys, but you came to hear about my gifts.

Apparently, being outlaws doesn't let the Riders or their dragons keep track of time, so they just declare their holiday whenever the dragon eggs are ready to hatch. So yes, they gave me four eggs. 

They're all teacup dragons, however. The big, ride-able dragons aren't hatched...

ANYWAYS I'M GONNA HAVE MY OWN DRAGONS Y'ALL!!!!

Twelve Days of Christmas: #3

 

On the third day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


three blank stares,

two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap tree


So apparently everyone in a Star Wars universe has no idea what Christmas is. They don't even have an alternate holiday. I looked it up: LIFE DAY. RING ANY BELLS, WINERA???

aPpArEnTlY being at war cancels out Life Day. Or maybe it's just not a Jedi thing. 

Whatever the reasoning, the Original Jedi Story, with Winera and Reyjin and Zenla and everyone, the Diamond Squadron, with Audra and company, AND the Midnite Squadron, with Zara and Heziky, all have NO IDEA what their traditions are because they HAVE NO TRADITIONS.

Whyyyyyyyy

Twelve Days of Christmas: #2

 

On the second day of Christmas, my stories gave to me...


two chestnuts soaked,

and a blue crab in a scrap tree.


Today we have The Last Phoenix. Or, I suppose, Myleck in general.

For several hundred years, Myleck's landscape has been dead and rotting, and the trees are all very moist as a result of the never clearing smog, so fires are very rare, even for cooking.

Because of this, the "Christmas" tradition includes chestnuts, although they are not roasted over an open fire. They get soaked in water for several hours --less if it's hot water, very rare-- then the shell gets peeled off and the nuts get soaked again in some kind of flavored brine.

Perpetua's favorite flavor of brine I believe is basically making pickled chestnuts, which sounds dIsGuStInG to me, but she refused to send me any other kind of nut that wasn't saturated with vinegar, salt, and so. much. pepper. Kalleb, thankfully, sent a much sweeter nut with honey and cinnamon. 

So it's an interesting meal choice, but not as weird as some of the others...

Twelve Days of Christmas: #1

 

On the first day of Christmas, my stories gave to me....


a blue crab in a scrap tree.


Okayyy looks like we're kicking off the Days of Christmas for my stories with GANTON!!!

I realized I have said next to nOtHiNg about Ganton, so lemme explain that a little real quick. Some time ago, one of my older sisters and I started a roleplay game of sorts that we called Fathor the Factor. There were a few different planets called the "factors", and each one centered around a different machine. Ganton is my planet, and it is a complete water planet. Everyone lives in submarines and works on boats.

SO obviously there isn't anywhere to grow trees. And it is pRiCy to import several thousand trees when that money could be spent on food. So they make "scrap trees."

Basically the kids dive around and find some piece of scrap material underwater/on the beach/etc. and they put it on a stand. Then they either pull up lots of kelp or use longs scarves or other such fabric to cover up the pole.

My main character, Karen Tombro, is scared to dEaTh of kelp unless she eats it. Her family tends to do a scarf.

And the blue crab... that's their tree topper. it's dead. But it's fun to dive for without getting your fingers pinched off.